The One with The Second Encounter

Rvl’s Pick:
Minuit Jacuzzi (Data Rmx) – Tper


I’ve been avoiding this issue for quite some time, due to the recent flare of writings and reports about the government, politics, the figures and other bodies which revolves around them.

What the hell is going on with this country now? It has always been corrupt and unjust, but they’ve always been rather smart about keeping it behind close doors. Now its like the people behind it have gone stupid, they get caught in the back dealings and shady outfits and get exposed to the common public. Idiots.

Other news, a recent encounter with the so called officers of law just reconfirmed my image towards them. Police nothing but just licensed gangsters. The uniform and badge give stupid school dropouts and under achievers a right to terrorise society instead of serving them.

As to my recollection from trips abroad I remember seeing police helping tourists, elderly people and so forth. Here a patrol car passes a broken down car with the owner thick in sweat trying to figure out the problem, and the police offers no help or concern but instead stops the motorcycle in front to harass for money.

Now….. I feel like leaving this country… until the society matures a little bit more..



-Sayonara-

The One with The Rainy November Morning

Rvl’s pick:

Love Will Tear Us Apart - Nouvelle Vague

Her words can melt my insides…

-Sayonara-

The One with The November Sunday

Rvl’s Pick:

Will we ever make love again? – The Foster Kids

It’s another Sunday ruined, plans to swim or ride with Dottie can’t follow through due to the weather being a bitch. Yesterday was such perfect day, even ended well.

Oh well the day is not over, maybe there’s time for it to change. Not like it has been a bad day, just that I hate it when plans can't be met, especially when its mine.

I got 2 week or so before I’ll be off the grid again, I need to ride I need to party. Barsonic better open up soon. Getting a little bit frustrated.

Can’t wait for the PS3 to come in, I’ve been so hyped up about GT5 that is no longer a healthy obsession.

p.s

I have my camera back, prepare to be reamed people.

-Sayonara-

The One with The Impossible (Pt II)

Rvl’s Pick:

My happy ending (Acoustic cover) – Avril Lavigne

Looking at a track record of her past, she’s had more heartbreaks, more experience, more ups and downs and more of that butterflies in your stomach feeling with relationships. I cannot compare. I cannot measure. Can i?

I’ve had my fair share of ladies, but those were more of conquests then love tales.

So how do I walk into this with the same confidence and zealous as before when I know of her history? Will she be comparing with her lover of previous past? Just as so I have done before this?

Keeping things and feelings new is the key, but when you’ve felt the same sensation again and again? What then?

What was it like when you 1^st seen a rainbow? Do you feel it still when see one now?

*update*

Things were discussed, agreements made. Slept well despite lacking in hours. Woke up smiling.

=)

Something’s afoot.

-Sayonara-

The One with The Impossible (Pt I)

Rvl’s Pick:

Moonlight Sonata – Beethoven

The more I know, the more intimidate I get. My stories of previous past have been easy, only one case was exceptional. And taking from that point of view I guess I’m young in that sense.

When it comes to relationships I really have no clue on what I’m doing. I get ideas, I have ideas on what to do initially, the romancing, the courting, the acts. Dating I’m good at, loving I’m good at. The relationship and what it entails is what I’m so sorely hopeless with.

Making plans for dates, laying out the terms, the activities, the setting, location and what not. Be it flowers, cupcakes, chocolates, candles and whatever rocks her boat, those are superficial and only to give her the impression at first. But there is no reason not to pamper her, if you must court then show her a good time (Something I haven’t practice in a while due to personal reasons).

Loving her, this is easy. It really is. Once this is "feeling" attained, forgiveness, sacrifice, acceptance, patience… they all come to you in ten folds. Meaning being with the other person is selectively easier as you are able to accept them more. But attaining love is the difficult part. It means letting your guard down. Might as well put a sign which say “Come in devil, make yourself at home”.

The relationship – what is this? In and outside of marriage it’s the same just with different strictness. The everyday acts? What constitute as that? Sleeping in each others arms? Doing things together? Wishing pleasant sentiments to one another? Basically a series of routine of the prized acts that we do to please one another but magnified. But is there anything else? Asides just enjoying each others' company? And is that really just enough?

In a love letter written by the ex she proclaimed: “being with you made me a better person”, a true contradiction of how and what she felt when she decided to end the relationship.

Countless examples of failed marriages have shown to me that people are just destined to want change. We can’t just accept routine. Explains the ups and downs of relationships. The dramas is a form of excitement, makes thing interesting for good or for bad. But when the dust settles, can the couple hope to still stand together? If they really have attained love then perhaps.

A drama filled relationship is destined to fail,for it wears out the two individuals, a drama-less relationship bares no excitement and stands to fail too. My relationships tend to be boring, for I am a person who dislikes drama. Makes me wonder if any girl could actually handle that? Not to say I’m not spontaneous, those close to me knows I’m hardly predictable, but maybe.. just maybe…

-Sayonara-

The One with The Unpredictables

Rvl’s Pick:

DANCE (Rmx) – Justice

Weather’s not looking too good is it?

I stood alone opposite the street, waiting for the Boss to finish up her business in the bank. Headphones in my ear, EOTS’s “Walking on a dream” playing and the other hand occasionally coming to my mouth letting me inhale the white smoke into my already tempered lungs.

As time goes by, puff after puff and track after track, I was very suddenly woken from my trance of thoughts by a familiar roar. That sound… The sound that shook me to my core the last time I heard it at full pelt. I glance up and let my vision wonder trying to trace the source, the grumble grew louder... and from behind a passing car... I saw it.

Surprise No. 1, of all days, I did not expect to see a rider coming out into the weather today and definitely not here. This place hardly ever gets that kind of traffic, my kind of traffic.

Surprise No. 2, of all bikes I expected to see cruising by here, from supersports to superbikes, I would have never figured it’ll be a gut wrenching VMax. This bike rattled my bones when I was just a mere lad. Ever since then every incarnation gives me the symbol of raw power harnessed (barely).

Surprise No. 3, for such a gargantuan ride, I had expected a huge “mothafu” wrestling it but no, the petite frame and lithe figure confirmed it was a lady. A Lady? At this point, only the word “Awe” registered in my head. This was lady not to be messed with.

Surprise No. 4, at this point I contemplated on slapping myself to wake up from a very ridiculous dream. Said Lady, on her VMax is heading towards me… She cruised to a stop right behind my car, left the engine on, got off and approached me. The tinted visor gave me zero clue on who she is or what she wanted but I knew I wasn’t dreaming it. With a quick hand movement she flipped up the full-face helmet and revealed herself.

She didn’t turn out to be a twenty something hottie I’d hoped for but instead, more of a distinguish 30 something lady but lively and still carries her grace well. She needed directions and I promptly gave them out and just as she turn away, I said: “We should ride”. She turn back, gave me a glance over and ask: “You ride?”

From then on, we made introductions, exchange handshakes, business cards, pleasantries and made plans to make plans. I’m looking forward to trying to keep up to her Vmax and her hubby’s ZX-14R.

This was a good day. Nice to meet you Madam F

-Sayonara-

The One with The Struggle

Rvl’s Pick:

Day and Night (Crooker’s Remix) – Kid Cudi

A confusion point I’ve had the slight pleasure in encountering lately is distracting me from other distractions. I ask if there’s something prominent with Lava girl? I don’t know, I started wanting something temporary, but now I feel as if I do want to move forward just a little bit but the signs and body language stemming from her is throwing me of course.

I’m ranting, I need to ride this weekend, sorry Dottie can’t take you along. Tis my alone time. Who knows I might change my mind…. Possibly.

On another note conversations with Comic girl about her recent endeavors and how I’ve played a role in helping her through it gave me that boost I needed. Was beginning to think I’ve lost too much of my humanity to come back from the dead.

p.s

36 days to go… Thinking back on where I was at this point the previous year, I can’t believe I wasted so much time. 2 months which should’ve just been avoided. It was totally unnecessary. Pah!

-Sayonara-

p.p.s

Anyone want jokes?

The One with The Jennifer Pepper Chronicles

Rvl's Pick:

Walking on a dream (Johan Baath Remix) - Empire of the Sun


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I passed out after raging at the Green Room


-Sayonara-